I demoted myself.
The only thing that (in my eyes) justified my admin status was my dedication, I had nothing else to offer, like technical savvyness or whatever, at any time. But since that obviously wasn't "good enough", and because every complaint made me feel personally responsible, I'm resigning. Before I get myself down over "not doing a good job" despite trying my best, and before I post a big fat "Fuck Youuuu" everywhere I go because I'm tired of it.
I know a significant group of you are fine with what I do, but it's mainly about myself having lost the motivation and wanting to keep myself from taking it all too personal and grave. Accusations like that "[the staff] just doesn't care", at times when I really did care, upset me more than they should have, because after all I am of the opinion
that it's just a forum and when things don't go superawesomely, there shouldn't be a tantrum anyways. So, by now I
actually stopped caring, and I don't think it's appropriate to be an admin then anymore. I'm not saying that I'll never be seen around here ever again, but I do plan on spending more time with fairly different stuff than this forum.
I don't know if the staff gets any more changes, it wouldn't hurt maybe, but I have no real idea about possible candidates or whatever, and it doesn't really matter either.
I had a nice time, actually this community helped me a considerable deal to keep me from derailing completely, but now I think I'll move on.
Hope you appreciate what little visible and "permanent" things I did for this forum (They're not too bad,
I think at least.
).
tldr: Bye, you can do without me anyways.